Ooohhhhh boy oh boy oh boy, this could go on forever!!! I just adore my Nini with my ENTIRE heart and soul!! She has been there for me since well, since forever. I can not say that I have one negative memory about her and I am oh so grateful that I have had the opportunity to have grown up with her.
Nini... I just decided that instead of writing this as if other people were reading this I want to write this directly to you. I love you! and if there was a stronger word than love I would use that instead ha but I really really really do love you, sooo much! I love you for the same reasons that other people love you, You are SO stinkin happy ALL the time (and not in an annoying way) ha. I LOVE IT! Your optimism and smile are so contagious and it makes me and everyone else who is around you happy as well. You have an incredible talent of being able to connect with people, to befriend anyone, anywhere at anytime! and I admire that of you. Your heart is the size of this UNIVERSE! If there is ever one person that Nini doesn't like, then that person really has a problem haha cuz for you not to like someone, well that's almost impossible;) not quite tho because you didn't like Dan... hahaha. but really. You love people for who they are, you see the good things in them AND THEN... you make them feel loved, which is incredible about you. You care about your friends.. you genuinely care about them, you are willing to help them whenever they are in need. You are aware of their needs and I can tell that although it comes effortlessly to you to make people happy, you take extra care to make sure that those who are feeling down get feeling happy again:) You are an amazing daughter of God, and it shows! Your spirit shines and pours out of you. You are Beautiful!!! You truly glow with the spirit of God and are an example to many as you live your life accordingly with the gospel.
Now for a very very specific example that demonstrates everything that I have mentioned above is a time, that maybe you didn't realize affected me as much as it did, but believe me, its something that I think of every time I see you, something that I will never forget I bet it's something I will tell my future posterity!! haha but really. It was right after my dad had passed away and the family was over at my house, probably cooking, cuz food is present at any occasion;) but I remember laying in my bed, face down, and just crying...... You walked into my room, sat on the edge of my bed , didn't say anything... and just started rubbing my back. At that moment I felt your love probably stronger than I have ever felt it before.. It's what I needed at that exact moment. I wasn't ready to talk about it, which somehow you knew... I just needed someone to be there for me, which you were. I'm not able to really express how much that ment to me or how to exactly describe the feelings at the moment. Because it was greater than words can express. The feeling was so great that I can think about it now and still feel it, It's carried on even years after! and i'm so grateful that I have you in my life, not just as my cousin, but as my best friend and as my heavenly sister. I really believe we were best friends in heaven and that's why when I came down to earth, you couldn't wait and came just three months later haha. I love you and I wish there was a stronger word for love because I've loved before but our relationship is something greater than just loving a friend. It really is an eternal love.
You ARE my sun, You ARE my stars, You ARE my moon... without you.... I WOULD dwell in darkness.
Thanks Nini for everything. I love you and I know the Lord has many many many many wonderful blessings in store for you because he has used you as a blessing in the lives of many many many people. You are special, You are amazing, don't ever forget that, I hope you know that I am always here for you, you can always count on me.. just like our song. I love you and we will always be best friends in this life and the next. I can't wait to see how our lives develop and grow, I can't wait for us to go through all these new life milestones that are coming up, hand in hand.
Thanks and lots and lots of love:)
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So here I am, just sitting on the couch thinking what to do when I thought of our blog. I said to myself, "hey! maybe I can play around with it and figure out how to do things and such." So I logged on and there was already a bunch of words that weren't there before! My first thought was, "somebody hacked it and thought it was their own or something!" But then I realized that it was YOU! haha You sneaky Nani! As I read it I felt those warm and fuzzy feelings inside of my body explode with feelings of fuzzyness.... (if that makes any sense) And then I got all teary eyed. I never knew that something so little could have such a large effect. I sincerely appreciate it and am so happy that I have been a huge part of your life, as you have been in mine. As well as you, I can't wait for these next couple of years where there will be some amazing and great choices and changes. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
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